once again ive hit that phase....i now have almost no friends,even my g/f seems to be tiring of me,i see no hope,im not trying to be all toutured artist here but i need some love real person love and its all going away even the church has turned me down so im going to spend the rest of my life spending as little time as possible in public and stuff and i probably wont be on deviantart for quite some time....sorry and farewell